So just a small rant for the day.

I walked by a full length mirror today....big mistake because I finally saw how big I really am, now before you try to make me feel better by saying "you're not that big" or my favorite "you could be bigger". I'm not too upset by it because let's think about it in the past 5 years I have had 3 babies that is a total of 27 (ish) months out of 60 months that I have been gaining weight for the purpose of bringing another life into the world without much time between to lose the weight. I am pretty comfortable with the way I look but looking in that mirror today made me realize that while I may be comfortable with it I want it to be different I shouldn't stay a certain way just because I am comfortable so then why am I choosing to write about this because I heard the first step to getting yourself to actual work on a problem is to admit that there is a problem and right now (to me) this is a problem. So in my head if I have this written down it will help inspire me to my new goal. To lose enough weight (I'm not going to set a certain number of lbs) to be able to buy some new outfits for my birthday so wish me luck and thanks for letting me rant a little.